GAY Porno Video - "EXTRA CREDIT"

The image above is some sexy stills taken from the video I partook in. I made it black and white, grained it up, and blurred out some of the content.

When I was attending collage I struggled to make ends meet as do most college bound people. I spent 14 – 16 credit hours per semester working on my degrees. I passed most of my classes with a 3.2 or better, well except for my math classes I barely got by those.

Anyways as most young adults know it is hard to juggle class work with the rest of your everyday lives and make it through day by day. At this time of my life I was working so hard on my studies that real work slacked and money became an issue. I had expenses that had to be paid. So like some college students (mainly girls) I decided to take a path that lead me to something that in my mind I now regret but at the time what I was about to do was well worth it, it would pay by bills for the rest of the semester.

You might be asking what in the hell am I talking about!?!

If I knew then what I knew now I would have asked for my SAG card. Yes you guessed it. I partook in an adult film. It was a campy film about 20-minutes in length. It started off with two college guys noticing each other in the food court and one sits next to the other and they make eye contact. Some flirting goes on and the two get up. The next scene you see them entering an apartment where they throw down their bags and flirt a bit. I must say this was not as hard as I thought to kiss and make out with another guy with people watching. Then things got a little more intense and one thing leads to the next and the two of us are naked within the first five minutes of us entering the apartment.

I have never been naked in front of more than just one person. I must say the few crew were very polite and professional. In case you do not know I am very shy and doing something like this was a very major step in my life. I was not sure if I could go through with it. I sat there naked on the bed and I laid back and the other guy proceeded rub his fingers on my body then gave me oral sex. I was told if I was going to climax to let them know so we could stop and let me settle down. It was suggested that I do not climax until it was time. So several takes of this scene were shot. When it came time to climax I was so work up that it was a nice release. We then halted and took a break.

I was taken off to the side and I was asked if I was ready. Knowing what was next I went to the bathroom and prepared myself. When I was prepared we started with the last position of me laying on my back. I leaned over to my side and the other person stuck a finger or two into my anus. I was ready for this since I prepped myself just before, in other words I was already loosened up. After a few fingers the other guy pushed his penis into me. It was very pleasurable! He moved in and out for what seemed liked hours. I was so petrified that I was actually going through with this, being filmed while having anal sex. I was kind of in a temporary state I really did not notice what was going on around me. Again if anyone was going to climax we were to let everyone know so we could stop and settle down.

After awhile with a few shots done and a few settle downs we repositioned and I lay on my stomach with my ass in the air as he grabs me and penetrates me very vigorously. This time when he is about to climax he is suppose to stop, remove the condom (I will not bareback) and then release himself onto my backside. After this we again halted.

My partner then moves onto the bed and lays down on his back. I proceed to straddle him and kiss him. I then lower myself onto his penis and rode him while leaning over and kissing him as he rubs me up and down.

This was a take and we got to shower. The shower had blurry doors on it so you could not see us completly naked, only our silhouettes would be shown I was happy for that. We held each other while kissing and rubbing each other. I knelt down and gave oral sex to my partner while water ran all over us. I was a bit shaken up for what I had just done. I was very excited and things were a blur. After we cleaned up we were ready for the next part. The video ends with us dressing and picking up our bags and walking out the door.

This project was something I did that I did not realize later would come back to haunt me. Later while in collage I had people come up to me smiling and acting weird. Apparently several other students had seen this video. I for a brief time was somewhat like a celebrity. That made me feel good but at the same time very disappointed in myself for what I had done. Like I said before if I knew what was about to happen, I would have not done this.
A few years later a new person who I had met and made friends with asked me if I had ever done an adult film. I hesitantly said no. This person replied and said I was lying. This person showed me on the computer clips from this video that I had been in.

I do not know whatever happened to this video. I am sure someone out there still has a copy or it is somewhere on the Internet. I never got a copy of it.

OK like I said if I had known back then what I do now would I do it again? I think not. But I should have asked for my SAG card. I have heard if you partake in this type of film you qualify for a SAG card. I am not sure if the one did qualified or not.

Since this little event in my life I have not done anything like this since. That was until recently. I was working on an independent film and the female lead sexually assaults my character. I am not supposed to enjoy it due to the character backgrounds. No, I, we were enjoying it and the director and cameraman kept rolling each take. We did a few takes and I tried not to get aroused. It was acting. So in this soon to be finished independent film (project was halted) there is some hetero sex but very mild to what I have done in the past.

So I guess the question is Would I ever do adult scenes again? If it is just a plain adult porn film, no. But if there calls for some sexual relations for a film project, yes.